Re: [FamilyofGod] What does this mean?
From: yvetoca <yvetoca@yahoo.
To: FamilyofGod@
Sent: Tuesday, June 2, 2009 12:32:58 PM
Subject: [FamilyofGod] What does this mean?
Okay this is an open question.
Okay so I started serving the Lord about three years ago and my connection to the Spirit was strong. I use to get up at 3, 4, 5,o'clock in the morning and pray until the Spirit would tell me to stop. I almost never knew what I was going to pray for until the Spirit reveals it to me.I prayed and read and fasted on a daily basis. But as time went by I started to weaken in my prayers and the motivation to read the word was leaving me.
Now I struggle each and every day to get up to pray. I find myself sleeping more and more. I don't go to bed until 1am or maybe 2am. I try to get up to sacrifice my flesh but I almost always end up falling asleep while praying. I don't read the word as much and I am always tired and lazy to do any thing.
What is going on with me? Where has my love and passion gone? How can I have the relationship with God that I once had?
Every day I hear my soul praising the Lord and begging for help. But I get nowhere. Now I'm always tired because I sleep too much and I can't find the strength I need to dominate it.
What do I do? I try to fast to brake every disire of my flesh but once again I don't get up. Or if I do get up I fall right back to sleep. Sometimes while I pray I think of other things that has nothing to do with God.
I love God and I don't want to fail Him, I need help. And I don't know what to do. The verses of the words don't even appear in my mind any more. Please any suggestion?
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