Re: [FamilyofGod] VENT!!!!!!
A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand;but it shall not come nigh thee. Psalms 91-7
Shelley
From: shirley lafave <amba55ador4chr15t@
To: FamilyofGod@
Sent: Monday, June 29, 2009 12:58:20 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] VENT!!!!!!
He was fully convinced that God is able to do whatever he promises.
Shirley La Fave
From: shelley <bugshell87@yahoo. com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Saturday, June 27, 2009 10:56:34 PM
Subject: [FamilyofGod] VENT!!!!!!
I need to vent!! I am so angry about the way humans treat one another!!I absolutley HATE living on this planet!! I wish i could leave but i cant even commit suicide right!! I TRIED for the hundreth time in 2004, i did almost died then but jesus didnt want me yet. And i dont wanna hear(if u commit suicide you dont go to heaven!!) I dont wanna think about it.I feel trapped in a life i dont wanna be in!! I dont know why i am here!! WHY???? To suffer everyday like i do? I am not feeling well, I am sick 80% of the day everyday i have severe RA and Fibromyalgia, the pain kills me everyday and i cant take nothing 4 it, i have anxiety real bad evryday.It was easier to live life on the pills and now everythings always turned upside now in my life worse than it ever was!!Im sorry but right now i cant see any positives about living.Im not gonna hurt myself because i just cant risk loosing my way into heaven. i guess god needs me here for a reason. i dont know why and i doubt if i ever find out.. anyway thanks for listening to me vent. love u all!!~shelley
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