Family of God: Re: [FamilyofGod] wanda

I will, I can't tell you how many tests I went thru fo different things I honestly don't remember.

wanda
GOD IS LOVE

From: Shelley Cartwright <bugshell87@yahoo.com>
To: FamilyofGod@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 6:57:09 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] wanda

wanda can u email me about nueropathy? how wre u tested for it?

Shelley

From: Wanda Ward <angelina56p47@ yahoo.com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 3:49:34 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] really down

I'm not diabetic, I have neuropathy, fibro, ddd and fibro-cistic- tumors in my muscles in my shoulders and possibly other areas.

wanda
GOD IS LOVE.

From: Shelley Cartwright <bugshell87@yahoo. com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 4:23:54 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] really down

yep heard that b4 its all in your head!! i yelled at the docter one time cuz of that statement.never went back. what is your diagnosis again? I may have nueropothy from interferon treatment for hep c and cuz of my diabetes.

Shelley

From: Wanda Ward <angelina56p47@ yahoo.com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 1:53:56 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] really down

I really feel for you, there are a lot of things I don't do because of the pain. If I didn't take something I wouldn't be doing anything. I take the very minimum of meds in order to function, and I'm still taking more than i care to. At least I know more about why I have the pain now. I pray for you that they will find out why you are in so much pain and find out how to help you. They told me for a long time the pain was in my mind they wouldn't do anything to help me, it took 20 years to find out what was going on. Now my sisters have a better idea of what they are dealing with so they were diagnosed sooner.

wanda
GOD IS LOVE

From: Shelley Cartwright <bugshell87@yahoo. .com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 2:04:03 PM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] really down

i never go anywhere hardly so i cant get a massage and bryan would have to pay for it anywaay. it hurts when i wake up and then it will calm down and then it hurts at night. its not like a pain ive ever experienced b 4 and it hurts severly.. i mean real bad. shooting pain, throbbing, burning itching sometimes, numbing in parts and tingliy. it huts from head to toe. so bad sometimes i go nuts and cry and yell cuz im asking for a pain pill and told no.

Shelley

From: valerie cornell <cornell7251@ yahoo.com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 11:21:08 AM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] really down

Sometimes we have to get things off our chest, Shelley....you did the right thing in telling us about being down, etc. You know that we will pray for you and that's what you need when you are feeling low.

I can't say I blame you for being tired of being sick and tired and in pain all the time, I realize it must be rough.

Is there a certain time of day when the pain is at its worse? If so, perhaps you can take the pill at that time of day.....? Have you ever gone for a massage? I think I mentioned that before.....it would help to relax you and get your muscles loosened up some....I go for a deep tissue massage 2 times a month for my OA in my shoulders... ..and it seems to help quite abit.....plus soaking in a warm tub of water w/epsom salts..

Val
Psalm 121

From: Shelley Cartwright <bugshell87@yahoo. com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, July 31, 2009 2:09:16 PM
Subject: [FamilyofGod] really down

family im feeling really down. im not in a good place at all. I am just so tired of pain and illness sometimes its hard to wanna keep going on in this life ya know what i mean? I guess i will watch a jesus movie on netflix to try to lift my spirits. Coming of weed doesnt help either.I have pain pills but bryan makes me feel guilty for wanting one.I feel alone in all this pain and illness.I know im an addict but i dont need to be told all the time, it makes me feel worse about myself more than i already do.Really i just completely hate myself anymore and i hate my body too. anyway im done complaining.

Shelley