[FamilyofGod] My life story & my run from satanist
Hi all here who are in this yahoo grub
i want you all to know this is my real life story & place have your mid open becourse my main reasion is just to share what happent in my life & to get help.
my real name is Johann Helgason i ,i use to have live in Iceland i was in second year in theology when grub of satanist did atack me i included my close family members when started to write about my faith .
I m Jewish christian who is handicap aslo i m spastic ,i have Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD or AD/HD) & i have missing groowth in my personality im childish , I was born into large family of satanist ,I did excape from Iceland satanist grub or ocult was trying to kill me.
daugther Svala Jóhannsdóttir who is missing are here in kidnaping her
address Lækjargötu 26 - 220 Hafnarfirði Iceland Kort Her mother is also kidnaping here in frankfurt Germany.
I did mage to excape from Iceland but this 28 cult members came after me here .
When i went here frankfurt 9 moths ago in Airport the cult members atcak me beat me up broke my front teeth
Every thing was stolen from me my books ,close, money & my staff
my computior ,all of my monney, my passport i,yes my whole family was involved in witch craft (or are Satanist)3 generation, they started to attack me when i started in theology then i started to write on internet http://enoch. blog.is/blog/ truin_a_jesu/ my old web site .My
daugther Svala Jóhannsdóttir who is missing are here in kidnaping her
address Lækjargötu 26 - 220 Hafnarfirði Iceland Kort Her mother is alo in
kindnaping here Þórunn Sigurðardóttir & our Díana òsk Àrmansdóttir ,Lilja Emila
Jónsdóttir who was my ex gril friend .
This people are all aids infected & have siflius ,Herpes, This people have 2 murder case on shoulders
Like Heidveig Nanna óladóttir she did murder her own mother Elinborg in 1981 she was head witch ,that murder case came big news in Iceland , another master minded people who are main people Kristin Àsgeirdóttir & Vidar Jonson who did have a handicap son Vidir már Vidarson the he did sexual abuse him & infect him with aids,syflius, herpis , & they did want avowed scandal they did murder him in 1997 but strange thing they got way with murder .in Icelandic court system .
I will write more about my fighting for survie here ,I hope I can have refuge stay in usa,canada, Isriel I have contact human rights . then i m street know what will be my nex step i have contack FBI & send so many emil out ,i would try to loke for suport & repair my case for court system I have contack human rigts
fighting for my live here ,this cult are trying to force me to sleep with woman who cal her self to be head witch her name is Heidveig Nanna òladóttir she is almost 70 years old woman (i believe she is mentally ill this not normal behavior for woman als she is a stocker, i belive she have obsession ( serious mentaly ill ) she want to own my close books ,my drawing ,paintings I did paintings, my poem I did write my pictures of my daughter everything I like she wants ,her son Stefán Oli Sveinbjörsson is 40 years old pervert who like young boys ),if i refuse ,that i have done they take me & torturing constancy with spinning, Electric shock .Blinding light .this electronic qeeckment are from Bdsm torturing.Most of the cult members are mentaly unstable .My evil Brother Björn Helgason have been one of the most members who is torturing me here & his wife Asta Hardardottir who use to work in children hospital in iceland she is a true sadist she is one who made mind control for them ,& they have there 3 son with them here who also in torturing me here they got aparment for selling into sexal slavery for the cult members who mosly men, my Father was in homosexual relashion ship with stefán òla Sveinbjörsson he got money also , My Sister Sigrún Helgadóttir she got aparment also her son Alfred már Alfredson ,My other Sister Anna Helgadóttir & her horble man Gunnar Kristoferson the are each bankroupsy he have torturing one of the most (& wants to kill me) .This cult members did rent a aparment in a Hauptwach train staion here that is brilant cover for them here, the contack is a woman who name is Alfa she is a half german & half Icelandic she is a nazie she is there contack for them here in frankfurt she is true sadist who truly hates me ,
yes i totally agree an apartment that this "cult" rents yes they can have that
they are creative they that that was big surprise for me that they could rent a
place that thing belong to McDonals,the contact they is woman who is half German
& half Icelandic her name is Alfa she is there contact here she used to live
here in Frankfurt.
They are all in drugs like anfetamin on bottom ,i have never been in drugs my self. This cult did wanted me when i was child insde of satan faith whe i was around 3 years old i did reffuse i was christian ( after that i was a light to them) . That is strage to me .
I do understand what you mean ,this complicated story , ,I would like to mention I have been on the street here in 9 moths know ( I go to internet café to have access to write computer )in nine moths know here in Germany in city Frankfurt , I come from Reykjavik Iceland I was born there I m not use to write much in English .I have Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD or AD/HD) & Dyslexia ,In that sedation I m in here ,my whole family are involved in this there ,When that happen you stand alone in this world ,that is hard also keep that in mind this is grub of sadist ,so they love to torturing you emotionally also ,They work in that way they take my in few hours to torturing me some times in many hours, They use mind control all the time from Anton LaVey,This is all very to get control over the person & to get Stockholm's syndromes & to
brain-watch people that very common to get control, in satanic rituals and witchcraft. If I was better in writhing in English I could explain better way this is a complicated matter that is fact .But The main point is my life is in real Danger here in Frankfurt Germany & I can´t turn back to Iceland that is another fact ,I m man with any country . I m trying with all my strength to be alive & my hope is My precious daughter is still alive here that is I would like you who can call the police & let then know about this people , But understand also when this don't happen to you ,or people have not go though this experience similar to this ,then it is hard to believe also this people are so mentally unstable and are so extreme ,I not sure if will survie this they (they cult members whats to steal me back to iceland i wil never return to iceland ,if dont they torturing me constandly .i would like to ask all big favor to contack FBI police let them know if i do that my self that can cost me my life, place read well what they use to torturing me this eletronic qeeckment ,you can found this information on the internet under torturing witch or Bdsm .
(Ellen P. Lacter, Ph.D., March 4, 2004)
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> Knowledge of the methods of torture used within ritual abuse and trauma-based
> mind control provides a basis for recognition of related trauma disorders.
> Individuals subjected to these forms of torture may experience intense fear,
> phobic reactions, or physiological symptoms in response to associated stimuli.
> In some cases, the individual, or particular dissociated identities, experience
> a preoccupation with, or attraction to, related stimuli.
>
> Victims may be able to describe the torture they have endured, or they may fear
> doing so. In many cases of ritual abuse and mind control trauma, the abuse
> remains dissociated when the individual first seeks treatment. Typically, the
> initial presenting problems are symptoms of anxiety, depression, or trauma
> derived from childhood sexual abuse, usually by a family member, who is
> eventually understood as a participant in the abuser group.
>
> The following is a partial list of these forms of torture:
>
> 1. Sexual abuse and torture.
>
> 2. Confinement in boxes, cages, coffins, etc, or burial (often with an opening
> or air-tube for oxygen).
>
> 3. Restraint; with ropes, chains, cuffs, etc.
>
> 4. Near-drowning.
>
> 5. Extremes of heat and cold, including submersion in ice water, and burning
> chemicals.
>
> 6. Skinning (only top layers of the skin are removed in victims intended to
> survive).
>
> 7. Spinning.
>
> 8. Blinding light.
>
> 9. Electric shock.
>
> 10. Forced ingestion of offensive body fluids and matter, such as blood, urine,
> feces, flesh, etc.
>
> 11. Hung in painful positions or upside down.
>
> 12. Hunger and thirst.
>
> 13. Sleep deprivation.
>
> 14 Compression with weights and devices.
>
> 15. Sensory deprivation.
>
> 16. Drugs to create illusion, confusion, and amnesia, often given by injection
> or intravenously.
>
> 17. Ingestion or intravenous toxic chemicals to create pain or illness,
> including chemotherapy agents.
>
> 18. Limbs pulled or dislocated.
>
> 19. Application of snakes, spiders, maggots, rats, and other animals to induce
> fear and disgust.
>
> 20. Near-death experiences; commonly asphyxiation by choking or drowning, with
> immediate resuscitation.
>
> 22. Forced to perform or witness abuse, torture and sacrifice of people and
> animals, usually with knives.
>
> 23. Forced participation in child pornography and prostitution.
>
> 24. Raped to become pregnant; the fetus is then aborted for ritual use, or the
> baby is taken for sacrifice or enslavement.
>
> 25. Spiritual abuse to cause victim to feel possessed, harassed, and controlled
> internally by spirits or demons.
>
> 26. Desecration of Judeo-Christian beliefs and forms of worship; Dedication to
> Satan or other deities.
>
> 27. Abuse and illusion to convince victims that God is evil, such as convincing
> a child that God has raped her.
>
> 28. Surgery to torture, experiment, or cause the perception of physical or
> spiritual bombs or implants.
>
> 29. Harm or threats of harm to family, friends, loved ones, pets, and other
> victims, to force compliance.
>
> 30. Use of illusion and virtual reality to confuse and create non-credible
> disclosure.
>
> To illustrate, ritual abuse survivors may experience intense phobic reactions to
> spiders or maggots (item 19). They may fear water and baths (item 4). They often
> fear hypodermic needles (item 16). They become easily too cold, too hot (item
> 5), or thirsty (item 12). They may have aversive reactions to cameras (item 23).
> They may become upset upon seeing babies, dolls, or particular animals, or they
> may strongly identify with abused and abandoned animals and children (items 22
> and 24). Sexual aversions are common (items 1, 23, and 24), as are vulnerability
> to repeated sexual victimization, sexual compulsions, and in some cases,
> paraphilias, such as sadism (Young, Sachs, Braun, & Watkins, 1991).
>
> Food aversions and eating disorders are common. Ritual abuse survivors may not
> be able to eat food that is brown or red because these remind them of feces and
> blood. They are often repulsed by meat, are vegetarian, or fast excessively, or
> regurgitate food, derived from forced ingestion of body matter and fluids (item
> 10).
>
> Ritual abuse survivors, by and large, believe in the presence and power of
> spiritually evil forces, and often feel personally plagued by these (items 25,
> 26, 27, and 28). They may experience anxiety or an aversion to God and religion
> (item 26 and 27), or may alternatively be devout in their spiritual beliefs and
> practices.
>
> Art productions, creative writing, and sandtrays, will often reflect their
> torture; including knives, religious symbols, frightening figures, coffins,
> burials, etc. Children unconsciously reenact elements of torture they have
> witnessed or experienced with toys and other objects. For example, a 3-year-old
> boy wrapped a rope three times around his neck and pulled upward, as if to hang
> himself. A 3-year-old girl sang about marrying Satan.
>
> External or internal reminders of torture-related stimuli often precipitate
> dissociative responses, such as entering a trance state, falling asleep, or an
> other personality taking executive control of the individual. Torture-associated
> stimuli may also elicit disturbing impulses to re-enact unprocessed trauma, such
> as impulses to self-mutilate, or thoughts of stabbing or sexually assaulting an
> other person.
>
> Somatoform and conversion reactions occur frequently in response to ritual abuse
> and mind control trauma-reminders. Individuals often experience localized pain,
> especially genitourinary, musculoskeletal, and gastrointestinal, motor
> inhibitions, nausea, or even swelling in the affected area, prior to retrieval
> of any visual or narrative memory of the related torture. These are generally
> very distressing to the affected individual. Once the trauma is re-associated
> and processed within the context of psychotherapy or other forms of support,
> these somatoform and conversion reactions usually dissipate.
>
> Survivors of trauma-based mind control often respond with anxiety to flourescent
> lighting, since so much programming utilizes intense lighting (item 8). They may
> startle in response to a telephone ringing, related to programming to receive or
> make calls to abusers. They may believe they have microphones inside their heads
> that will relay their disclosures to their abusers (item 27). Fears of
> electronic or spiritual surveillance, and threats to loved ones (item 29)
> inhibit their ability to defy and escape their abusers or to disclose their
> abuse.
>
> Victims of trauma-based mind control also usually experience intense or odd
> reactions to benign stimuli that were used in their programming. For example,
> they may have been programmed to remember to forget every time they see an
> apple, or to remember they are being watched every time they hear a police or
> fire siren. Similarly, they may make repetitive, robotic statements that do not
> make sense in the context of dialogue, e.g., "I want to go home", a common
> programmed statement intended to keep them obedient to the abuser group and
> reporting to their abusers. Specific songs may be compulsively sung for similar
> programmed purposes.
>
> All of these symptoms can occur prior to the individual having any conscious
> understanding of the related abuse. This point is critical. Dissociative and
> neurobiological responses to overwhelming trauma (van Der Kolk, McFarlane, &
> Weisaeth, 1996) often prevent these experiences from being processed into a
> coherent narrative memory. The diagnostician cannot rely on the patient to put
> the pieces together of their clinical picture.
>
> Finally, generalized guilt and survivor guilt are strongly associated with
> ritual abuse, since participation in victimization of others is a mainstay of
> ritual abuse and mind control torture (items 22 and 29).
>
> For more on recognition of symptoms specific to ritual abuse trauma, see Boyd
> (1991); Coleman (1994); Gould (1992); Hudson (1991); Mangen (1992); Oksana
> (2001); Pulling and Cawthorn, 1989; Ross (1995); Ryder (1992); Young (1992); and
> Young and Young (1997).
>
> References
>
> Boyd, A. (1991). Blasphemous rumors: Is Satanic ritual abuse fact or fantasy? An
> investigation. London : HarperCollins
>
> Coleman, J. (1994a). Presenting features in adult victims of Satanist ritual
> abuse. Child Abuse Review, 3, 83-92.
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> Gould, C. (1992). Diagnosis and treatment of ritually abused children. In D.K.
> Sakheim & S.E. Devine (Eds.), Out of darkness: Exploring Satanism and ritual
> abuse (pp. 207-248). New York : Lexington Books.
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> Hudson , P.S. (1991). Ritual child abuse: discovery, diagnosis and treatment.
> Saratoga , CA : R & E Publishers.
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> Mangen, R. (1992). Psychological testing and ritual abuse. In D.K. Sakheim &
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> Oksana, C. (1994, revised 2001). Safe passage to healing: A guide for survivors
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> Pulling, P., & Cawthorn, K. (1989). The devils web: Who is stalking your
> children for Satan?. Lafayette , Louisiana : Huntington House.
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> Ross , C.A. (1995). Satanic ritual abuse: Principles of treatment. Toronto :
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> Ryder, D., & Noland, J.T. (1992). Breaking the circle of Satanic ritual abuse:
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>
> Hallo all fans here my name is Johann Helgason im jewish christian
> > born in Iceland
> > born into big family of satanist in both side im very handicape with twisted
> hipsjoint & spastic i was in thelogy in second year when this cult did actack me
> badly with eletronic qeckment from BDSM (sadist)they have torturing me so much
> with this qeeckment ,like spinnig ,Electric shock. Spinning.Blinding light,
> >
> >
> > i did started this fan club here This day i when to the dentist here in
> frankfurt germany today i did let him fix feew
> > teeth , i have write so many emils to usa goverment ,FBI,CIa inter police i m
> > hoping for help here they would make rest of this pepole ,i hoping that pepole
> > wil let police know in iceland what happent to my whole family is involed into
> > this satanic belive or (Wicca faith ) all in hevely into drugs.This pepole are
> > all in orgazine crimes , They use metod from Anton LaVey the called mind
> control
> > all the time & torturing me alll the time ,this pepole in the cult what to
> take
> > me back to iceland ,they have pepole here in kidnaping both women & and
> children
> > ,they want to make he a sexual slave i have never heard that pepole can use
> > there own kind for sexual plesure not in westren contry in that civaltion we
> > live in know , i have live here in 8 moths here on the street here in
> frankfurt
> > germany , i m waiting for help here in germany .
> > my theolgy website
> >
> > htpp://www.enoch. blog.is
Thank you
Johann Helgason
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