Re: [FamilyofGod] Hello Everyone PLEASE keep praying for me.
Psalms 121
From: mizz_jess86 <mizz_jess86@
To: FamilyofGod@
Sent: Monday, April 27, 2009 1:02:46 PM
Subject: [FamilyofGod] Hello Everyone PLEASE keep praying for me.
I STILL have this stupid anxiety. Now it is health anxiety & a fear of taking meds which is called Pharmacophobia. Pollen is bad here & last night I started wheezing a little & totally freaked out! I couldn't help it! I just kept praying to the Lord & begging him to not let me die that I am too young to die. I feel so childish & embarrased as I type this because it all sounds so silly but to me it's so real & I don't know how to get rid of it. I go on my second session of counseling with a christian counselor on Tuesday. I feel as if once a week isn't enough but I don't have the extra money to pay $25 a session more than once a week. Now that this swine flu is out & about, I find myself searching all over the internet to make sure I don't have it or I don't get it. I am so afraid to go outside now in fear that I will get it. Granted I DO have some health problems..Thyroids & Ovaries at the moment that kinda scare me. Thyroids more than my ovaries. Just please keep me in your prayers. I am SO tired of having this, I get so down because I remember when I would wheeze & say o it's just my allergies & I would take something for it or I would ignore it. Now, I start bawling & praying to the Lord not to let me die. As I type this I am crying..not to get sympathy from you all but just so you see that what I have is taking a toll on me. I don't wanna die & I'm NOT going to take my own life but it gets to the point that I try & sleep ALL day so I don't have to be awake to feel the fear & anxiety.
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