Family of God: [FamilyofGod] Need support and love

Hi all sorry I have not been on here. I have been dealing with so much lately. With the bain tumor, clogged arteries, and high blood pressure and many other stresses I fell like a beat up rag doll.

I am going for all kinds of tests everyday. So tired of drs. Please pray that the tumor is not serious and that my artiries in my neck are not clogged.

I did go for healing to a church I have been going too. They prayed over me but not sure how some with take this but the pastor was speaking in tongues and I am not against it but so far I have never heard anyone interpet the lanquage so to me its jus gibberish and makes me uncomfortable.

Another thing that I don't think is good for Christian and I would like others views on is New Age stuff. i have been warned over the years to stay away from New Age that its not from God. I did stay away but met this man who was really nice and he wanted me too listen to this really soothing music. So I did. I was almost in a trance it was so soothing. I was so drawn to it I was like wow this music is like a drug. The singer is enya. The music is so peaceful but she is new age. So I looked up New Age on the net and its deffinetly not for Christians to listen too at all.

Needless to say I went home and went to sleep and had the most horendously awefull dream I ever had. All the people who have harmed and abused me were in it. There was a stranger there trying through out the dream to kill me. He said he already killed my two chiawahwas that I adore with all my heart. I was hysterical crying and running from this sick man. No one would protect me. I slept 10 hrs which is not like me at all. When I woke up it took several minutes for me to realize I was no longer in the dream. It scared the living daylights out of me. I tried to think what could have caused such a bad dream. Then I remembered the music and some of the words were rather weird. Its almost subliminal suggestive music. I can not listen to that anymore. I was even going to download many songs last night before I went to bed to listen too in my car. It was the most peaceful music I ever heard. I actually escaped to a place of complete peace. Sounds like a good thing but we all know Satan can do all this sort of thing to trick Chrstians. Lure them away from God.

SO what do all of you think about this? Have you had experiences with New age stuff?

Bonnie

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