[FamilyofGod] Sharing our pain
I love this Shelley so often I do not share my pain, or problems with anyone because people are so inconsiderate and don't care. I feel safe in sharing here. I just don't want to bring people down because of the things I am going through.
In the last 3 yrs I lost my mom to cancer in my arms
got divorced from an abuser
found out I have a serious disease with no cure
found out my heart is bad
I can't work because of the constant pain
had 2 serious car accidents
was beat badly and recieved broken bones
lost my friends and family
lost my sisters
now losing my home
have no where to go
may have to give up my pets
can't even pack because I am in so much pain
no one has time to help me
all my boarders moved out
I have no money to keep the house going till it sells
It went into forecloser 2 days agoI
Its so easy to give up with this much against you but I want to live and serve Jesus. I do not want to suffer.
I know life is about suffering. No one escapes it. But some do go through alot and it seems like if we say anything we are complaining or whining. I certainly do not want to come across like that. All I know is my quality of life is very hard to handle. I pray, read scripture, sing praises to Jesus, listen to good Christian music, and do all the things I know I need to do inorder to stay connected to Jesus. I do not blame him for any of this. I do not cry out why me. All I ask is that if he wants me to serve him things have to start getting better.
Bonnie
1 Corinthians ch 13 vr 4-7
What love is
4. Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily anger, and keeps no record of wrongs.
6.Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth.
7, It always protects, it alwasy trusts, it always protects, and always preserves.
4. Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily anger, and keeps no record of wrongs.
6.Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth.
7, It always protects, it alwasy trusts, it always protects, and always preserves.
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