Family of God: Re: [FamilyofGod] Sad

Bonnie,

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I can understand why you feel like you do but keep in mind, as you said, you can not control other people. You did what you needed to do and can't blame yourself in any way for anything that happened.

I want you to know you are loved here, you are loved by Christ and he will see you through everything. Put your trust in him and draw off of his peace.

Andrea

Those who matter, will not judge you, those who judge you, don't matter.

Andrea Wagner-Tjaden Doctor of Christian Counseling

--- On Sat, 10/10/09, sweetlady <blpittenger@hvc.rr.com> wrote:

From: sweetlady <blpittenger@hvc.rr.com>
Subject: [FamilyofGod] Sad
To: FamilyofGod@yahoogroups.com
Date: Saturday, October 10, 2009, 4:28 PM

I found out that the man whom I had to make leave commited suicide. I feel so guilty now for making him leave. I have been crying all morning about this. He has no family and no next of kin to bury him. I feel like a piece of crap. I know I had to protect myself and my home and can not control what people do. I just feel like I lost a good friend who had a bad problem and now its too late for him too get help. He is gone for good.

Bonnie
God bless

----- Original Message -----

From: Shelley Cartwright

To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com

Sent: Saturday, October 10, 2009 3:25 AM

Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] Bonnie:)

bonnie i wont be on much..im real sick so email me ok? i will get to u asap ok? hugs to u bonnie!!

Daughter to the king!!

ShelleyGlitter

From: sweetlady <blpittenger@ hvc.rr.com>
To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Fri, October 9, 2009 8:26:16 PM
Subject: [FamilyofGod] more sad news sorry

Well the dr said I have a small tumor in the front of my brain next too my scull. I have to have more test done. My vision is still bad.

I found out this morning while getting the bad news that the boarder I spoke about who had problems with drugs passed way last night. Not sure from what or how. The landlord found him on the toilet. I hope he did not take an overdose. I keep seeing him with his little kitten called highway. Now they are trying to find it a home. I can't have anymore animals. I hope he was right with the Lord. I feel bad for throwing him out now. I have such mixed emotions about him and my tumor. We had bad words and he said he never wanted to talk to me again. I said the same thing to him. Now this. I feel aweful.

Bonnie