hI Patrica I know the man had problems and I could not cure his problems, but we were becoming close friends had it not been for the drugs we would have been able to have a long term friendship. We both loved animals beyond what normal people do so we had a bond that way. Sometimes all the animals slept with me and somethings they would go in his room and sleep. Ofcourse under the covers :) He adored my my pets and i adored his kitten Highway. I am angry that drugs take peoples lives and ruin them as well. I know its his choice but its a horrible addiction. He had purchased a large amount of cocaine that evening. So who knows what happened. I will here from the hospital today as the cause of death and if he overdosed.
Bonnie
God bless
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Monday, October 12, 2009 12:27 AM
Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] Sad
BONNIE, PLEASE DO NOT ALLOW THE ENEMY PLAY ON YOUR MIND. THIS MAN HAD SERIOUS PROBLEMS BEFORE YOU ALLOWED HIM TO MOVE IN OR OUT OF YOUR HOME. THE ONLY THING THAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE FOR HIM IS TO PRAY FOR HIM. IT WAS HIS CHOICE TO COMMIT SUICIDE. DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER WE BIND THE ENEMY ON EVERY SIDE WHO COME TO CAUSE GUILT AND DISCOURAGEMENT TO BONNIE. I REBUKE SATIN IN THE NAME OF JESUS, TAKE YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF HE MIND. GOD SEND YOUR ANOINTING CROWN HER WITH LOVING KINDNESS. LET IT FLOW, LET IT FLOW, LET IT FLOW! LORD GOD ALMIGHTY BRING PEACE AND JOY IN THE HEART OF THIS YOUR CHILD. LET YOUR PEACE REIGN IN HER HEART IN JESUS NAME, AMEN.
--- On Sat, 10/10/09, sweetlady <blpittenger@ hvc.rr.com> wrote:
From: sweetlady <blpittenger@ hvc.rr.com> Subject: [FamilyofGod] Sad To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com Date: Saturday, October 10, 2009, 12:28 PM
I found out that the man whom I had to make leave commited suicide. I feel so guilty now for making him leave. I have been crying all morning about this. He has no family and no next of kin to bury him. I feel like a piece of crap. I know I had to protect myself and my home and can not control what people do. I just feel like I lost a good friend who had a bad problem and now its too late for him too get help. He is gone for good. Bonnie God bless ----- Original Message ----- Sent: Saturday, October 10, 2009 3:25 AM Subject: Re: [FamilyofGod] Bonnie:)
bonnie i wont be on much..im real sick so email me ok? i will get to u asap ok? hugs to u bonnie!! Daughter to the king!! ShelleyGlitter
From: sweetlady <blpittenger@ hvc.rr.com> To: FamilyofGod@ yahoogroups. com Sent: Fri, October 9, 2009 8:26:16 PM Subject: [FamilyofGod] more sad news sorry Well the dr said I have a small tumor in the front of my brain next too my scull. I have to have more test done. My vision is still bad. I found out this morning while getting the bad news that the boarder I spoke about who had problems with drugs passed way last night. Not sure from what or how. The landlord found him on the toilet. I hope he did not take an overdose. I keep seeing him with his little kitten called highway. Now they are trying to find it a home. I can't have anymore animals. I hope he was right with the Lord. I feel bad for throwing him out now. I have such mixed emotions about him and my tumor. We had bad words and he said he never wanted to talk to me again. I said the same thing to him. Now this. I feel aweful. Bonnie
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