[FamilyofGod] Prayer needed. maybe a bit long. sorry
Hi every one.
Well first off let me say I am blessed to have all of you for my friends. I hope when I tell you whats going on in my life that 1 you wont shun me or boot me out of the group, 2 make fun of me or hate me.
First issue that I am having is some major depression. My insurance plan do not cover my medication and counseling any more. Nor can I afford it. So I am no longer on any bipolar meds, anxiety meds or meds for the schitzophrenia ( not spelled right).
Now for the major home issue.. well at least I think its an issue. See I am in a lesbine relationship with a woman. I have been with her for 5 years. Our relationship is just getting more and more worse as time goes on. It didn't used to be bad. It used to be really good and it used to be very loving and passionate/compassi
This is the way I am treated... The only time I am spoken to most of the time is to serve her food, get her something to drink, do the housework, clean the cat pan feed the cat, get her meds, run errands and do the shopping. I get griped at for every thing that I do wrong.
I get told and reminded of all the bad things I have done. I rarely get hugs or kisses any more. We no longer go places together or do things together like a normal couple. I know that in March I may be going back home to where I am from. But not sure how I am going to acheave that yet. I dont drive nor do I have friends.
The reason I chose a lesbine relationship is because I am scared of men. I have had such horrid relationships as well as having had an abusive father and uncle.
Well I better close this for now. Any advise greatly apreciated and any prayers are very much welcomed.
Amber
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