| I need prayer, Im so desperate... I can't see God's promises.. I knock, he didnt open, I seek I didnt find Him. I am alone, no hope has come. I ask for his presence but frustrations I received. I rely on my self , the more trouble I had. God has forsaken me. I have been desperate in seeking a good job, I prayed, fasted, good works, served to his works only to get frustrated. I put on patience, accepting that this is his will, but God is really wants to harm me , the more I put on tolerance the more pain he inflict on my life , putting me to the end of the rope. It was so different when I first accepted Him. Every prayer he had answered, when I started putting more trust in Him, slowly frustrations has come, prayers were seldom answer, untill no answers at all. The only small blessing that I considered, He has taken away. Our company slowed down, we dont have work. He closes the door for me and closes the windows as well. I cant see life anymore. Im useless if Im alive. Better for me to die, I will be usefull for the plants. My insurance will help pay the bill for my family. I give up praying for my self. Its a reality that Im dumb, weak and useless. Help me pray that God take my life that I may be usefull to my family here on earth, for I dont seek goodness on my self anymore while living. Forgive me Lord If I will consider taking my own life soon. ruth
--- On Thu, 1/27/11, Wanetta Smith <wanettasmith@yahoo.com> wrote:
From: Wanetta Smith <wanettasmith@yahoo.com>
Subject: [FamilyofGod] PRAYER
To: FamilyofGod@yahoogroups.com
Received: Thursday, January 27, 2011, 11:06 PM
Anyone who needs prayer, come on down.
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